5 Steps and 5 Pounds later...

So it's been FOREVER since I last wrote on here... Actually since I last wrote anything. I've tried, but nothing has been coming lately.

So let's just write about stuff.

In the past month I've had a transformation. I decided I was going to make myself feel better about me, because bitching about how other people were making my life more difficult wasn't doing anything. So here's what I did.

1) Moved on. If I let myself stoop to the level I was out I am just letting the person get to me like they want to... Here is how it is. I decided to let go and realize that getting out of that big mess was the best way to deal with it. So I did. And guess what? I feel incredible. I feel like that isn't my problem anymore.

2) Don't let anyone tear me down. I know this is a motive behind everything I've had to deal with. I want to be someone who can build people up. I want to leave people with a sense confidence in themselves. Because everyone deserves to hold their head high and become themselves. I love who I am turning into. I don't care what anyone thinks about me, because I know that I am happy.

3) Focusing on my mission. So this has been easy because it's been 4 1/2 weeks and I STILL do not have my call. Yep. Still waiting anxiously.

4) Changed the way I dress. So it's still the same basic clothes, but I started doing my make up and hair differently and accessorizing differently and I love how this makes me feel.

5) Began exercising and lost weight. 5 pounds down, 10 to go. I love the feeling of looking in the mirror and seeing the difference. It has made me feel incredible to see the weight come off the way it is.

So this is what I've been doing. It's not all that complicated, but I will swear by it. Life is unexpected, crazy, dramatic, lovely, and wonderful. It will never fail to surprise you. I love and believe this thoroughly.